Tuesday, 16 June 2009

  • get your study on.

    i really envy people who can just sit down, focus and study/ get assessments done.
    *coughashleycough* 

    like i have the knowledge in my head that i should be doing something early, pace myself out, dedicate enough time to it. to get good results is hard work, everyone knows that. and you know, hsc and all, i think it would be a good idea to get good results, no? but when it comes down to the nitty gritty, about 7 times out of 10 (? major guessitamate) i end up procrastinating, start procrastinating, leave it for later.
    procrastinating

    its a mistake i never seem to correct. i know my mistake, i know what i should do to avoid it... but time and time again i leave most things to the last moment, do it when the pressures on =/

    *sigh*

    hence i really envy people who can just focus and straight away just do it.(ie, the majority of my grade)

    no msn, no youtube, no cleaning your room, no eating, no listening to music, no organising crap

    just doing it.

    on a positive note, my procrastination is reducing these days, i guess my craptacular results currently are motivating me in a sense to study study study study. well at least try to. im proud to say ive actually doen a practice essay for the english assessment coming up :D

    arghhhhh stress to do well sucksss. esp since i have to make up for bad results from earlier on.

    hopefully my procrastination will be a bare minimum very very soon. cause trials are coming up T^T. and VA is due right before that. fml

     

    lets get our study on guys.
    hsc really should go and craw into a dark hole and die a painful death.

Friday, 12 June 2009

  • school = blah.

    and i just want to get out. urghhhh

    last saturday, my friend william basically summed it up with saying "I dont want to go to school. why cant we just stay at home and study until hsc? i would study =D" AHHHH WORD.
    hes so 엉뚱해 sometimes, bloody hilarious.

    well good thing is theres only 129 days left until hsc starts, i have a countdown as my homepage to motivate me ^^.
    so far its not really working. im basically the definition of lazy somedays; i just can seem to muster enough up from myself to give a fuck about the hsc.
    i just dont care, and im so sick of the banality of school itself, pretentious teachers and rules, the complete waste of time (now and again) and the few childish people getting up into a fuss over nothing. get over it.
    yeah, i know - great outlook i have dont i? lol dw guys, i do care about my future :)

    in other news, its bloody cold these days brrrr.
    winter is here; fingers numb, dry skin, chapped lips and cold cold winds.
    worst thing about the weather these days is getting up in the mornings i reckkon, to face having a shower, wet hair, changing clothes AHHH SO COLD.

    summer i want you back.
    please come back soon :)

    i feel liek going shopping, cause you know, i have like zero decent clothes to wear and its freakiing half yearly sales too.
    but guess what?
    i gotta study
    :(

    blagggrrrrrrrrrh.

Sunday, 07 June 2009

  • fuck you.


    man, oh man there is a couple of people, well one person in particular in my life that are rubbing up against me the wrong way. like in general everything would be cool with them, but then suddenly they do something, say something, view something or react to something in a way that is just plain selfish, immature or stupid. usually a combination of those three.

    theres one girl in particular whos been bugging me the most.

    selfish
    immature
    stupid

    thats her spot on.

    i just want to slap her across the face and scream fuck you loud and clear, then tell her all the shit ive put up with. oh man, i just want to get angry at her, just to release it all.

    ARGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

    granted, obviously im not the greatest person ever *rolls eyes* and ive been annoying on occasions for various reasons. and of course everyone has their bad moments. but you can only put up witn so much. this girl, she just cannot comprehend, oh i dont know, the world might not actually revolve around her.

    to you who is reading this, i probably sound like some immature angsty teenager having a bitch about something that im blowing way out of proportion. i guess in some aspects i am.
    seriously though, this person makes my life just that tiny bit more worse - and im holding out.

    im learning to be more patient through this girl.
    im learning about perspective through this girl.

    the good with the bad huh? the bright side to this.
    at least it wont last for too much longer.
    hopefully.


    i still believe she deserves a good slap across her face.


    violence doesnt solve anything kids :)
    have a good week - long weekend whoot whoot :D

Monday, 25 May 2009

  • word of the day

      par⋅si⋅mo⋅ny

    1 a : the quality of being careful with money or resources : THRIFT
       b : the quality or state of being stingy
    2 : economy in the use of means to an end


    for all you cheapos out there :)


    a dose of culture

    Francis Bacon
    Study for a Self Portrait -Triptych, 1985-86


Sunday, 24 May 2009

  • just like a star

    Just like a star across my sky
    Just like an angel off the page
    You have appeared to my life
    Feel like I'll never be the same
    Just like a song in my heart
    Just like oil on my hands
    Oh...I do love you

    Still I wonder why it is
    I don't argue like this, with anyone but you
    We do it all the time, blowing out my mind

    You've got this look I can't describe
    You make me feel like I'm alive
    When everything else is au fait
    Without a doubt you're on my side
    Heaven has been away too long
    Can't find the words to write this song
    Oh...your love

    Still I wonder why it is
    I don't argue like this, with anyone but you
    We do it all the time, blowing out my mind

    I have come to understand, the way it is
    It's not a secret anymore
    'Cause we've been through that before
    From tonight I know that you're the only one
    I've been confused and in the dark
    Now I understand
    Yeah, yeah

    I wonder why it is
    I don't argue like this, with anyone but you
    I wonder why it is, I won't let my guard down
    For anyone but you
    We do it all the time, blowing out my mind

    Just like a star across my sky
    Just like an angel off the page
    You have appeared to my life
    Feel like I'll never be the same
    Just like a song in my heart
    Just like oil on my hands


    one of the few songs that works the best with her voice and just a guitar (well i think so anyway)

    ive been listening to a lot of old songs recently - is it just me, or are most of the songs recently released just not that great? as in there's no one song, no new albums that hits me *bam* and makes me wat to listen to it on repeat for the next week. well, as an afterthought i guess chiddy bang iss pretty good :)

    i just want to listen to a good new song.
    is that too much to ask?

    might me just me actually, just lovin old songs right now, like the one above <3




    search up lydia paek on youtube
    omg, such a good singer




    "in my opinion" sounds really pretentious
    or is it just me?


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